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Your Saturn Return (or other time of transition and upheaval) isn't a crisis.
It's a calling.
You’ve felt it: the growing pains, the resurfacing of old wounds, and the unraveling of everything that once felt steady. Career, relationships, and identity in general... the ground beneath you feels shaky and uncertain. And though it’s terrifying, something deep in you knows this is meant to be.
You’re not broken. You’re not off-course. You’re awakening.
You’ve been working to steady yourself in the storm: journaling, self-care, daily routines, even therapy... but no matter how much logic you try to bring in, your body, your intuitive knowing, your desires, and your relationships keep pulling you beyond the familiar.
You’ve landed here because nothing else has felt like enough to guide you through the challenges of this time.
The Becoming Portal is a rite of passage for times of change. This is a 12-week healing immersion to reunite with your core, to walk through the collapse and emerge with sovereignty, clarity, and purpose. This is your initiation.
My love, does this feel like you?
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You've always been a high achiever, perfectionist, and the one who had it all together. You've done all the inner work, too. But suddenly, things are falling apart.
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The old stories are crumbling. Relationships, jobs, identities, and old ways of being are falling away, but the new ones haven’t quite formed.
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Old wounds you thought you'd healed are coming back up to the surface.
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You feel untethered. What was true before is no longer enough. You know there's more, but you haven't reached it yet.
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You sense there’s a new version of you waiting to be born, but you’re scared of what you’ll have to let go of first.
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You’re exhausted from showing up as who you "should" be (or who others expect you to be) instead of who you are becoming.
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You need more than logical answers. You need an embodied transformation and a safe container to hold you in the messy space between death and rebirth.
If that’s you, then your invitation is here:
to stop resisting the tidal wave of change, to stop shrinking from it in order to stay in your comfort zone, and to consciously choose the new you. To be held all the way through the breakdown, the letting go, and the becoming.
You don’t have to do this alone. This is exactly where The Becoming Portal meets you.
What is Saturn Return? 🪐
Every ~29 years, Saturn, the planet of responsibility, structure, truth, and karmic lessons, returns to the same place it occupied at your birth.
He comes back around with a cosmic wake-up call, reminding you who you TRULY are and what you came here to do. With that, he demands that anything NOT built on your truth comes crumbling down. That's why...
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Relationships that aren’t aligned reach a breaking point that you can no longer ignore.
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Careers that don’t reflect your soul’s calling lose their grip. You can no longer comfortably stay, or the Universe throws you a job loss if you're not brave enough to step away yet.
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Old wounds and childhood patterns rise to the surface.
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Identities you’ve outgrown suddenly feel unbearable.
It’s not punishment. It’s initiation.
And sometimes, if you missed the lessons during your Saturn Return, they come back around in other ways, leading to other seasons of emotional unrest and old versions of self falling away in order to make space for the true you.
It's time to remember who you are, and start rebuilding your life from that place.
The Becoming Portal
If you’re used to being the woman who always has the plan, the answers, and the next move, Saturn Return can feel like a betrayal.
Suddenly, the strategies that once felt bulletproof stop working.
The achievements you thought would satisfy you no longer feel enough.
The identity you’ve built begins to crack.
The wounds you thought you'd fully put to rest resurface.
And for a high-achieving perfectionist, that loss of control is terrifying.
But here’s the truth: Saturn is here to free you. He makes this time so big, so scary, and so unavoidably intense so that you HAVE to let go of the structures you’ve outgrown. The ones that kept you successful on paper but unfulfilled in your bones.
The Becoming Portal is your safe harbor to be met in the unraveling. It's your guided rite of passage into the glow-up of truth, embodiment, self-love, and grounded self-realization that's on the other side.
Inside, you’ll be:
✨ Held in a sacred container that allows you to surrender without falling apart.
✨ Guided to meet both your light and your shadows with compassion instead of self-criticism.
✨ Supported as you dismantle the old stories of rigid perfectionism.
✨ Equipped with the teachings, practices, somatic tools, energy healing, personalized channeled messages, and sisterhood you need to make this your greatest healing portal & transformation to date.
✨ Empowered to rebuild your life on a foundation of alignment, sovereignty, and your true soul essence.
This is where the woman who has always held it all together learns how to receive, soften, and step into her greatest becoming yet, with deep support.
Imagine who you'd become if you used this time of transition and upheaval as the greatest portal home to your truth...
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Waking up without the constant hum of self-doubt in the background, and trusting yourself to move forward without overthinking every step.
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Feeling at peace even when life doesn’t look “perfect” on the outside, because you finally accept all of yourself (shadows, too) on the inside.
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Knowing how to discern between the voice of fear and the voice of your intuition, and choosing the latter with confidence.
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Allowing yourself to receive support, softness, and pleasure without guilt, instead of carrying the weight of the world alone.
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Rebuilding your life, relationships, and work from a foundation of authenticity.
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Stepping into the next chapter of your life as the most grounded, whole, real, raw, confident version of you.
The Becoming Portal:
12-Week Framework
Month 1: Surrender to the Collapse [The Death]
We begin by creating safety in the storm. Together, we’ll name the chaos, witness the stories you’ve carried, and meet the abandoned parts of yourself that Saturn Return brings to the surface. This phase is about telling the truth, being deeply seen, shedding false identities, and cutting cords so you can begin again.
Month 2: Get the Medicine [The Womb]
Here we soften into your deepest healing yet. You’ll learn practical tools to regulate and ground in the chaos, begin re-parenting your inner child who just wants your love, and integrate the shadow parts that have created havoc in your life. Through embodiment, somatic work, energy healing, and community, you’ll discover how to quiet the inner storm and take its lessons in powerful stride.
Month 3: Come Home to You [The Rebirth]
With the ground cleared and your heart softened, you step into rebuilding from a place of alignment. Not perfection - but the real, raw, perfectly imperfect you. You’ll follow what lights you up, reclaim your power through embodied practices, and gain clarity on your path forward. The closing ceremony anchors your transformation, declaring that you are ready to live as your most authentic, sovereign self.
About Your Guide
Hi love, I'm Maya.
I'm a Reiki master healer (attuned at age 10!), 4th generation intuitive, psychic/medium, 5-time certified subconscious reprogramming specialist, and coach to the realest spiritual women on earth. I've also lived through the intensity of my own Saturn Return.
My Saturn Return almost destroyed me. I lost my identity: I was once the quintessential good girl who had it all figured out, seemed to be thriving, happily married, and so sure of myself.
But when Saturn came around, I burned my spiritual coaching business down and spent a year working for a corporation, went through a divorce, attracted a toxic relationship, and acted on wounded parts of myself I had no idea were still raging beneath the surface.
While these were the hardest and most painful experiences of my life, without my Saturn Return I wouldn't have entered my deepest healing portal to date (and I'd gone deep before).
I wouldn't have gone to rawer, realer, messier depths of emotional, physical, and spiritual healing than ever before. I wouldn't have learned to actually love and accept my wounds, unhealed patterns, and shadows. My messy parts, my wild woman, my pain, my power. They would have stayed suppressed and inevitably kept spilling out sideways in my life.
I wouldn't have learned to become my own best healer and caretaker. I wouldn't have found clarity around my purpose or restarted my business the way I had actually wanted to do it all along, but didn't believe I could. I wouldn't have moved into my first-ever solo apartment, the perfect cocoon for my rebirth and becoming.
My Saturn Return portal allowed me to become the most beautifully broken and perfectly imperfect me: whole, full of self-compassion, honest, embodied, wild, and real. A version of myself I truly love and am proud of.
In addition to working with clients globally in Reiki energy healings, psychic channeling sessions, (250+ given in 2025!), and coaching since 2020, I'm here to pass along the lessons I've learned on this wild healing journey so I can help women like you turn their mess into their greatest medicine, let the old fall away, and step into your glow-up with power, realness, and embodied self-love.
What Clients Say About My Work
✨ 1 Welcome Call (11/11 at 6pm EST) and 12 Weekly 60-90 Minute Group Calls, Thursdays at 6pm EST, 11/13-2/19)
The core of this program is our live experience together. Each session offers a unique combination of teaching, sharing, experiential practices, subconscious reprogramming techniques, Reiki energy healing, and channeled guidance. Think of these as your anchor through our 12 weeks: a place to process, soften, and receive the medicine you need to move through the phases of death, womb, and rebirth.
✨ Personalized Channeled Guidance
Every 4th call will be a group Reiki healing with individualized channeled messages from your guides and higher self, helping you access personalized guidance. This is not a cookie-cutter curriculum. This is tailored to your unique journey.
✨ Group Processing & Community
Breakout circles, story-sharing, and a group Telegram channel offer the community you didn’t know you needed during this time. You’ll be surrounded by women walking the same path, and transformation happens fastest and most potently in community.
✨ Energy Work & Rituals
Reiki healings, cord-cutting, hypnoses, parts work, past timeline release, and somatic embodiment rituals weave through the program so your body and soul transform alongside your mind. As always in my world, we're going beyond the surface level.
✨ Integration Practices & Light Home Study
Simple tools, journaling prompts, and practices to do at home will help you bring the breakthroughs from each call into your daily life.
✨ Program Hub & Lifetime Access to Replays
Your attendance is expected, but don't worry if you have to miss a live call or 2. Through our program hub, you’ll have replays to revisit the teachings, ceremonies, and energy transmissions. The hub will also include all additional program resources, home studies, and tools you need to be supported from start to finish.
✨ Bonus: Private Reiki for Early Birds
Enroll by October 30th, 2025 and you’ll receive a 1:1 Reiki and psychic channeling session with me before the group begins, grounding you into the work and setting the tone for this powerful journey.
The founder's round begins
November 11th, 2025, and there are only 10 spots available.
Frequently Asked Questions
1. Do I need to be in my Saturn Return to join?
No! There are women inside the program already who are not in their Saturn Return, but are experiencing symptoms that feel similar: transition, emotional upheaval, divorce, job shifts/uncertainty, or general disconnection from their true essence and need for a healing deep-dive.
4. I’m not exactly 27–32 or 58–63. Can I still join?
Yes. If you’re experiencing upheaval, endings, or patterns resurfacing, this work is for you. Saturn Return energy often ripples before and after those exact ages, and similar transits can trigger the same initiations.
2. What if I can’t make the live calls?
Call times will take participant availability into account, and attendance is expected. However, if you have to miss 1 or 2, all calls are recorded and replays are uploaded within 24 hours. You’ll have lifetime access, so you can revisit the teachings, practices, and channeled guidance anytime.
5. What if I’ve always been the “high achiever” who has it together? Will this be too soft or “woo” for me?
Actually, this program is designed for you. If perfectionism and control have been your safety nets, Saturn Return is calling you into a deeper, softer, more sovereign way of being. You’ll still get structure (clear phases, weekly practices, integration tools), but with space to finally let go of “having it all figured out." You will learn to love all of yourself, even the messy bits.
3. How is this different from therapy or coaching?
Therapy and coaching are powerful, but Saturn Return is both an energetic, emotional, and practical initiation. This program blends neuroscience and reprogramming tools, somatic work, group processing, and powerful Reiki/channeling to support you on every level: mind, body, and spirit.
6. What’s your refund policy?
Because this is a live, high-touch program with energetic transmissions, all sales are final. I ask that you commit fully to yourself and the process. (On your discovery call, we'll feel into whether this is the right container for you so you can enroll, or not, with 100% confidence.)
Are you ready?
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If you’re ready to stop clinging to who you were and step into who you're becoming…
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If you’re ready to walk through Saturn Return with support, calm, clarity, and empowerment instead of struggle…
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If you're ready to emerge a whole, embodied, perfectly imperfect, and deeply true you...
The Becoming Portal is waiting for you.
Book your free discovery call or enroll directly below!
Early bird bonus ends 10/30.
Enrollment closes 11/10 and program begins 11/11.
Option #1:
Book a free discovery call
Want to connect with me one-on-one, talk through what you're currently experiencing, ask questions about The Becoming Portal, and discover whether the program is the right fit for you so you can enroll (or not!) with confidence? Book a 45-minute discovery call below! I will not ask you to make a decision on the call.
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This isn’t a breakdown, it’s your breakthrough. This is your invitation to walk bravely through the fire, deeply heal the parts of you asking for realignment, and emerge as your truest self.
The Becoming Portal is ready to hold you as you collapse, heal, and rebuild into the woman you were always meant to be.
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